まりぶてき
Hanger Inc.
Season 8
Fall 2018
I hate when i feel really “male presenting”-y cuz i feel even more triggered to starve and make myself skinny and more androgynous and the fact that i WAS more androgynous and more appealing when i became underweight and very in my head about my ed makes even worse because i have confidence i can do it again and i get scared of myself and i also get triggered thinking about when i thought i was a trans man and came out and it was the worst time of my life and then im like YEAH THAT SUCKED BUT WHAT IF I AM ACTUALLY TRANS??? THEN IT WOULD SUCK MORE CUZ NOBODY BELIEVES ME and yeah i Hate this!!!
